The Wonderful Misadventures of Corey Scott.

This article said people of “higher-intelligence” are:
Night owls (check)
More likely to suffer from a degree of depression (Check)
Believe someone’s BS without much question (check) 
Be self-destructive in the form of drugs, alcohol, and/or self mutilation (check)

I’m just going to believe this for now. Haha.

I also took a long ass walk and chain smoked entirely too many cigarettes. I figured out what was bothering me and why I was feeling the way I was. It’s stupidly selfish of me, the reason I was feeling down. I’m kinda mad I felt that way.

I’d like to apologize to you, Emily, for being short with you the last couple of times we’ve hung out. I still think I have male PMS every now and again and just get moody. I’m sorry!

I think I may look into becoming a Loan Officer. They make around $40,000/year on average. Require usually only a HS diploma, and is expected to be quite lucrative as the economy recovers.  20 hour coursework stuff required to get a license but I think I may look heavily into this. Fo sho.

Gonna fill up my left leg, I think. It’s the only solid idea I can do and not have to worry about long sleeve shirts. 

Im gonna play off my little rocketship I just got. Gonna make a more cartoony looking space theme. Next piece is gonna be an alien standing on a planet. Haha.  

Gonna stop by Born This Way tomorrow and talk to Baker. Get some quotes and ideas. Whee! 

I am really tired of people who consider themselves friends constantly belittling. I even more tired of me putting up with it.  Is it really necessary to belittle me every time we talk? I understand I may not have the best taste in music, the best taste in TV, the best taste in games, the best tattoos, but is it really necessary to constantly tell me how bad my taste in life is? LOL! MY ROCKETSHIP TATTOO LOOKS LIKE A DILDO! HAHAH YOURE HILARIOUS! Gha.

Hahah! Im Fat! Hahaha! Im a virgin! Hahaha! Im balding! Hahahahahahahahaha. Ugh.

But for some reason, I stick around. I let you tell me I suck at everything I do. Even worse, I’m not going to do anything about it. I’m not going to say anything to you, I’ll just sit back and take it like I have from seemingly a majority of my friends my entire life. 

Im a loner. I always have been. I’ve never liked being around people all the time. Some folk need to be with other people, always interacting with someone else. That’s never been me. I love people, don’t get me wrong but sometimes I need to be alone. I don’t have to be, like, thinking or meditating or anything when Im alone. I just need some tunes and to read stupid crap online. Helps me relax and unwind and not be so stressed. I don’t get the ‘need’ to be alone a lot but when I do, it always seems impossible to get it. 

I used to love prepping because I could talk to everyone as they pass by all the time and be social. Or, if I was having an alone day I could listen to music and not talk to anyone. It was nice. Now, I have no music so it’s just a man and his thoughts and that’s never good with me all the time. 

Im in the alone mood right now. I feel bad for Ledford cause I’m not being very social but when the need strikes, I take it. Im just laying in my bed, with his cat next to me, listening to Frank Ocean. 

There are some people who don’t count when I need alone time. Time with them is always welcomed. (The 4 aforementioned in my previous post).

Other than being stupid tired, I’ve been well. Much better week than last.

m not sure if Emily or Sophia know about this one. I hope you guys do, but I don’t think you do. I am going to pretend you don’t and type unfiltered blogs. (It’s okay to let me know you do know about it.)

Im moving tomorrow. It’s gonna be nice to get out of crowne. A lot closer to work and all my friends. Im going to be living really close to Kayla. Kayla has suddenly and seemingly out of no where become really good friends with me. I thought we were just normal work friends, but when she gets back from her cruise things changed. She is writing me notes and hiding them under the prep table and being super friendly with me. I don’t know why, but Im also not complaining. Haha. 

People I love with all my heart:
My momma
Emily
Sophia
Hannah

For real. Those four mean the most to me. I never want to imagine my life without any of those 4 in it. All of them have had such a huge impact on me in such drastically different ways. I don’t know if I could survive without any one of the four. I owe them big. I should totally make dinner for everyone one day. All four together. Haha. That would be a trip!

Im getting all misty eyed. I dont know why. Just feeling a little emotional. Im kind of bummed to be leaving Luc. Ever since Jessica got out of the picture, Luc has become a much cooler guy. He’s sociable. Fun. Cool. haha. And Lauren is awesome. So damn goofy it’s hard to not like her. And I’m gonna miss being so close to downtown. It’s always been nice to be able to drive to Java on a whim and be there in 5 minutes.

I have got to stop procrastinating. I need to pack. Im so close to done! blughghghghghghhghghg.